This time next week and Summer 2011 will be over and I will be starting a new college and have to face reality. Which makes me kind of sad, because this summer, without a doubt, has been the best summer of my life- I've had some amazing times, met new people, and realised my friends are freaking awesome! So, I am not ready to go back into a routine after almost 12 weeks of holiday- I am loving life atm! Sigh. I guess all good things must come to an end. Quotes?





"Everybody wants to change the world, but nobody wants to change."



"You will find, as you look back upon your life, that the moments where you have truly lived, are the moments where you have done something out of the spirit of love."



"Don't ask me where I'll go, because frankly I don't know."



"Every song has a CODA, a final moment. Whether it fades or crashes away, every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music? The truth is, there's nothing to be afraid of. It's just life."




"The public have an insatiable curiosity to know everything, except the things that are worth knowing."





"The only thing that's consistent is change itself."





"But I lacked the courage & she had a boyfriend & i was gawky & she was gorgeous. & i was hopelessly boring & she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room & collapsed on the bed, thinking that if people were rain, i was a drizzle & she was a hurricane"





"Happiness isn't good enough for me. I demand euphoria."





"I hate the stars, because I look at the same ones you do, without you."





"Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumblebee, the small child, the smiling faces. Smell the rain and feel the wind."





Finis.

Omg! I'm chuffed to pieces with my exam results- I did much better than I expected which is always nice to know. So roll on A levels! Eeppp! Happy, happy mood! Quotes?





"I used to think when I got older; the world would make so much more sense. But you know what? The older I get, the more confusing it is to me. The more complicated it is to me. You'd think we'd get better at it, but we don't."





"I don't know what it is or how you do it, but there's something about you that lights up my heart."





"The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones that swept you off your feet and challenged every view you've ever had."





"Love looks not in the eyes, but in the mind."





"All good things must end. And we both knew that we were just making the poorest excuses like we all do, just to feel like we all have something solid to hold on to."

"If there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. Because the best things in life, they don't come free."

"One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder."

"I shouldn't need anyone but myself. I shouldn't want anyone, but nevertheless I want you. I want you in a hundred different ways."

"After all this while, I really expected things to go back to normal. And I wanted things to get better, but you never really left my mind all this time."

Finis.

Had an absolutely amazing time in Devon with my best friends. I genuinely, without wanting to sound too cliché or anything, have the best friends a girl could ask for. Honestly, sometimes I feel like I don't deserve them so a big shout out to them for making it one of the best weekends I've had in a long while!
I guess I could do a quote post as per, but I'm lazy and I'm in a really HJAKJSH CUHEJ mood in which I don't know, I just need to vent even if no body reads it. I don't really want to complain about anything either... which is difficult as results day is in 3 whole days. I am absolutely terrified. Of course I am going to sound big headed here, but everyone expects me to do really well and it terrifies me as I don't think I have done. If I do badly, people are going to just shout at me/ or be absolutely delighted. And even if I do well, well... no one's really going to be that bothered or congratulate me as people expect it. 
Also, it has taken me 16 years for me to find someone I actually like enough for me to want to enter the scary and foreboding world of relationships with, for me to be happy for 6 days before they left for Ireland. Nice one me. And now everything is relatively more shit than before. Wahoo.
Sorry everyone for droning on about my uninteresting life but I promise I shall be back soon with quotes!
Until then,
Finis.

L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N

I shall be off to Devon on Thursday with my girls to see the wonderful Jack Altham once again! It shall be nice to get away with my friends for a few days as I need it and a long, long girly chat. I find it hard being so far away from certain people- distance just ruins things for everyone. Never mind, life goes on. Even if by 'go on' I mean I shall buy a flat with 20 cats. The spinster life looks comfortable. Quotes?

"If you can dream it, you can do it."

"The most interesting thing about heart transplants, is that one completely loses his heart, yet still has feelings for the same person he or she loves."

"Imagination is more important than knowledge."

"And for once it might be grand to have someone understand that I want so much more than they've got planned."

"You can't just click a button and fall out of love with someone."



"Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you have to write it down, and either you over-dramatize it, or underplay it, exaggerate the wrong parts or ignore the important ones. At any rate, you never write it quite the way you want to."



"Everyone is taught how to look both ways before crossing the street, and how to be quiet in the library. But no one ever learns anything that matters such as how to still keep breathing when your heart has broken in half."



"Fear isn't so difficult to understand. After all weren't we all frightened as children? Little Red Riding Hood faced the Big Bad Wolf. What frightens us today is exactly the same kind of thing that frightened us yesterday.  It's just a different wolf. The fright complex is rooted in every individual."



Finis.

What am I s'posed to do when the best part of me was always you?

Got back from camping at the weekend and it was actually one of the best weeks I have had in a really long time, surprisingly! I met some genuinely amazing people- some of whom I am going to miss so, so much. In fact, an extremely large part of me is actually heartbroken to be home. I just need to see everyone again. Never mind, life can't always go the way you want. Quotes?



"You are not boring or plain or simple or mean. You are colourful, complex and have a beauty that's all your own. Oh, and for the record, you are infinitely nicer than you give yoursel credit for."



"Someday, someone is going to look at you with a light in your eyes you've never seen. They'll look at you like you're everything they've wanted their entire lives. Wait for it."



"It's a confusing world out there, but it makes sese in your arms."



"Our prime purpose is to love others. But if you can't love them, at least try not to hurt them."



"I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that's all they do. They don't pull away. They don't look at your face. They don't try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it."



"Someday, someone will show you exactly why it never worked out with anyone else."



"Take off your headphones and stop day-dreaming of a brighter day. This is reality, not another one of your dreams. The life you once wanted, was a lie. Open your eyes, don't waste another breath. Nothing is ever how we dream it."



"Those days that were so good, those nights that we held on forever.. When we weren't pretenders. We were as real as we felt."



"I held him close to me with my eyes closed, wondering if anything in my life had ever been this perfect, and knowing at the same time that it hadn't. I was in love, and the feeling was even more wonderful than I ever imagined it could be."


Finis.

Wooaaahh. Your sex is on fire.

So, my laptop's broken which is terrific. So I am now restricted to the family computer... which, for the record, it would be quicker to send a pigeon with a message than it would to send an E-Mail off this thing. Technology hates me. In other news, I am going away on Saturday for an entire eight days... camping. All of my friends, pretty much, are going somewhere exotic and hot for the summer and I am going to be spending a week in a tent, without electricity/internet access in the freezing cold and wet. FML. Quotes when I have chance! Adios, amigos!

Love with not betray, dismay or enslave you. It will set you free.

Everyone seems to be jetting off on holiday to somewhere hot and exotic right now which is a bit of a bummer. Especially considering how little I have accomplished in six weeks holiday. I will get around to doing something productive in the remaining six weeks... Not that I regret anything so far. Wasting days with my bestfriends is a very preferable way to do it. I love them so much! Quotes?

"I've always avoided fights. I make jokes instead."

"My thoughts tend to sound better in books I didn't write and songs I didn't sing. Even then, sometimes there is no piece of literature, no song, no work of art that can really explain what you feel. There is a double edged comfort in knowing that no one really knows."

"Somehow, you've been taught that there is something wrong with you and that you are imperfect. But there isn't. And you're not."

"You should stop talking to him because he's messing with your head. But you should continue with it because he's messing with it in the best way and it makes your heart thump really hard and it makes you feel lighter than air and it's the most amazing thing- until it falls back down and hits you in the chest and you can't breathe.  And he doesn't like you, and he never will... and then he talks to you and everything's ok again."

"Where you invest your love, you invest your life."

"She's incredibly lonely, but scared of getting close to anyone at the same time."

"Once you've said something, you can't unsay it. Your words are out there. Buzzing around in the room so you can hear them echoing back to you."

"I can't stop thinking about how strange life is. About how complicated and connected everything is, like some vast, invisible netting."

"And as the moon lies low and overhead, we're lost."

"We are crooked souls, trying to stay up straight."

"I wonder how many people notice us, but we don't notice them because we're too busy noticing someone else who will never notice us."

"She was afraid of loving you, the dreamer who watched sunsets."

"Everything has its beauty, but not everyone sees it."

Finis